12.20.2009

I Don't Have A Catchy Name For This

I've been thinking a lot lately. Well, not so much thinking as retrospecting. Remembering. It seems odd to me that my sister will soon no longer be Whitney Nicole Osborne. She will be Whitney Nicole Osborne Gustafson, or Whitney Osborne Gustafson, or Whitney Nicole Gustafson, or some other combination. Her entire life - my entire life - she has been Whitney Nicole Osborne. Not for much longer. To go along with this thought, I was at our old house a few weeks ago. I had to stop by and pick up a vacuum cleaner. I walked through the house slowly, noticing every nook and cranny, memories flooding over me faster than I could remember them. I remembered backyard wiffleball, hours upon hours upon hours of driveway basketball, my awesome hanging bed, so many memories. One thing that stuck in my mind more than almost anything else was remembering waking up and taking half a step out of my bedroom and knocking on my best friend's bedroom door. I can't do that anymore. That best friend now lives in Atlanta and will soon have a different name. All that being said..... I am thankful that Whitney Nicole Osborne will soon have a different name. I am thankful that she finally found a man that almost deserves her. I am thankful that all those memories are not my life anymore. That house is not my home, and while Whitney's door is no longer a foot from mine, I still live with the best family in the world. There is no doubt about that. I have learned throughout the years that family has absolutely nothing to do with blood. Whitney will soon have a different last name than me. That's ok though, all my other sisters already do. And I am thankful for that.

2 comments:

  1. Well, Caleb, you made me cry...on Christmas Eve, but I guess that's my fault for going on your blog and reading this when your mom clearly told me it was a tearjerker. I love y'all!

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  2. Dang, you bout made me cry. But . . . . I am an emotional. Man I miss that house too. The backyard woofaball that we poned folks in; Barry Bonds had nothing on us. Our volleyball game on the trampoline that was, is, and will always be the best game of all time. During this exact game, you landing on the seams of the trampoline and us both falling through. The jump over the hose water game that countless children have played in the pool that we converted to an oddly dangerous trampoline game. The thorns in those woods. Paintball in any area we could find. Captrue the flag between your house and the Davis's, was sick. The Food Network. Your mom's cooking. That movie we watched across the street, was it frequency? Playing battle of the sexes and you screaming.......DONNA KARA NEW YORK (Or however you spell it). We had some good times brother, and hopefully not over yet. HOLLA

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